Friday, December 31, 2010

However,i had enjoy with my gang of friend...we all just too close...maybe~XDD
anyway,firstly thank Richard invite us and thank Vincent fetch me too~
2nite just too over crazy...i mean i was the most terrible horrible vegetable victim among all of them...haix..nevermind just for fun~~

Jan 1 2011

what u wish for?^^
Countdown suppose be a happy thing but 2nite i saw human being doing some 'countdown activity' which actually make lot of rubbish,fight....
some how i wish human was like go to hell!~

Countdown was great thing but it make disaster to other too becos there was lot sakai play those spray and 'accidently ' touch u or rob u~~...watever...Malaysian style...

At the moment i just wish my first wish for my 2011 is go to hell all of them sakai!~

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

doctor,lawyer,engineer....who u want to be?

I:i will be what i want to be...


p/s:the older alway wish us to be those but did we really wish for that?They will feel proud if we became 1 of them. So...how about other?did their older proud of them ??

No idea~

Monday, December 27, 2010

I know her much 2nite.

令我冲动的陌生人

一见钟情???不是拉,只是有个想要认识她的冲动~
今天Lrt 上看到一位女生,皮肤超白的,单眼皮,带个一条金色的链配上圆圈的玉,拿个手提袋,一瓶水,到了masjid jamek她下站了,我也叹气了~
不知道她感觉到我的强烈的想认识她吗?
我不是心理学家,但是我感觉还是察觉她好像在等我问她要电话或认识她~,毕竟学戏剧的,学会观察~XDD(自作多情)
我有偷瞄她,也觉得她有看我,因为是她看到我先的~哈哈~ 可惜,最后我还是没勇气在很多人地方向一个美女要电话号码还是做朋友,怕被拒绝把~
美女,lrt天天都有,都看到,但是就是没有那个冲动想去认识她们,唯独这个...也说不上怎样拉~就那个心,还是我的行为都显示出我想认识她,她应该不会酱笨不懂把~....
她就有一种感觉,一种味道,看着她,会开心,会心慌,会不知所措,所以我在lrt是东望西望,玩下手指,玩下脚趾,坐不安,心慌,因为她就坐在我隔壁~那时我还有个冲动想要牵她的手,感觉自己好变态~XDD因为可能大家今天都一样,牛仔裤,白色的上衣,听着歌,一个人,感觉就好像熟悉的陌生人...
其实这篇东西也没打算学,只是想写出来,可能她看到,还是她怎样怎样来到我的部落格看到,可能留言给我~XD 

如果有缘,会再见的吧~怕是怕我没时间了因为要搬了~

她...

感觉好好哦~...^^

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

被捆绑的自己

你几时可以自己解开自己

不做个会想的傀儡

不要认为....因为其实

不要认为什么都有,因为其实什么都没有
不要认为地球为你转,因为其实地球没停过
不要认为只有一条路,因为其实方法还有很多
不要认为我在讲你,因为其实你在对号入座

Friday, December 17, 2010

idea in my mind
1) think simple
2) do what u hate
3) sleep less before 2012

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

生日快乐,柯柔~

我爱柯柔的声音,因为她的声音有如天使般在唱歌
我爱柯柔的外貌,因为她的外貌有如仙女般的气质
我爱柯柔的内心,因为她的内心有如河水般的清纯

虽然了解不深,知道不多,共鸣不在,但我的感觉告诉我要爱柯柔的的一切
因为她只有一个,也因为她是我的唯一柯柔<3

Tuesday, December 14, 2010


今晚是我这几天最享受的一晚,因为看了戏剧表演,有一股冲动想要跟大家一起拍戏,演戏~^^



这晚也跟戏剧的朋友在一家休闲的地方玩得不亦乐乎~

Sunday, December 12, 2010

I hope for a stupid hope,how stupid i am

我有很多心声(未完成....)

我有很多心声
这个标题代表我真的真的有很多很多心声(鬼不知道mer~)
但是很多时候我的心生只是出现在我脑海里,从来没表示出来~
我想表达与表现的东西往往都没被呈现出来~
对家人的爱与关怀,对朋友的关心与同情,对自己的无奈与感叹

会不会是我没表现出来,所以每一天我都睡不到,睡不好,脑袋不停的跑~



(待续....)

原来我看错了,原来希望已经没有了,但是我还是后知后觉,真笨~
我要的就这么一次,一次就好了,但是上天没给我这个机会~
如果有神,我想问,其实你们是不是真的在上面很无聊,要玩弄人的心才爽呢~
为什么不能就象童话故事酱,快快乐乐~有所要的,想所要的~
为什么要有这样多的七情六欲~

为什么感觉自己不但有七情六欲,好像还有‘多余’的欲~
一直在想..想...想....想
不停的想..想...想....想~


(待续....)

我知道自己的问题没必要告诉别人,别人没有义务帮你分担或跟你一起烦~
但是我就是没办法一个人挨,就是需要别人给我一把~
但是我的理智告诉我不可以,因为我不可以自私到把自己的问题加锁在别人身上~
你有问题,别人也有问题,你有烦恼,别人也有烦恼~
最后我也只好自己压抑着,很久很久,很多很多~
我就是不满意~

(待续....)

渐渐的....
它要爆炸了...
但是精神会彻底的崩溃...

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

When i go for casting,i feel enjoy and happy,this wat i want..a freestyle life.but sometime i may cant get it,even how i like it...
i want be superstar.....

Friday, December 3, 2010

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

我的家庭-妈妈

‘世上只有妈妈好’ 我想应该没人会反驳这个statement把~?
没错,因为只有妈妈会对我们照顾无微不至,虽然有时看来没什么照顾但是在背后妈妈其实做了很多~对我而言,一个家庭可以没有爸爸,但是不能没有妈妈(个人感觉而已)。超人这个名称绝对可以套在我妈妈身上,因为她是我很爱的妈妈。虽然我没表现出爱她的动作,但是当她吩咐我做东西,很多时候都会去做,虽然有时没去做XDD
我妈妈她为这个家,出去打工帮别人打扫屋子,回到家还要扫地,洗衣,煮饭等等的,从里到外,她做了几十年,没有怨言,可能有我不懂啦~但是她做到至少爸爸可以不用担心家里的问题,我觉得我爸爸最大的福气是娶到妈妈~XD
其实我跟我妈妈有相似的东西,就是很多时候赚到的钱都用在别人身上,很pekcek>< 妈妈的钱不是去了弟弟的补习,就是很多的杂费,其实我弟弟真的比我用妈妈的钱还多,因为补习就要上几百块,但是他有教跆拳道,所以他好像有Rm50的收入,至少比我好XD 回来,回来,现在讲我妈妈啦~~所以有时她会买一些零食来慰劳自己,虽然我们都有份一次吃XD 所以她在慰劳自己,也可以给我们一起分享,你看咯~为人为己,这样的妈妈那里找?XD
想问下,你有多久没握妈妈的手呢?erm...也满久了,其实有时想在走街时过马路想跟妈妈牵手一起走,但是paiseh拉~XDD
印象中,我好像都没看过妈妈哭,但是我有想象过如果妈妈哭,会怎样呢?结果现在我哭了,原来妈妈的眼泪是联合我的眼泪一起掉下来的~原来我妈妈哭的样子是这样的,原来我的心会痛,眼泪会掉,我很怕看到妈妈哭,因为不会是好事,因为妈妈就是超人,如果妈妈哭了,那我真的很痛,精神上可能还会崩溃~
我发誓以后我一定会照顾我妈妈,不抛弃她,把她丢到老人院,因为她是我的妈妈,我最爱的妈妈,可能我找的钱不多,但是我还是会尽量给妈妈最好的,虽然现在的我还做不到~我做工赚钱不完全为自己,我想把赚到的钱可以给妈妈一写做生活费,至少她有多些的钱可以去买她想要的还是去那里玩~~
做工赚钱=为我与我妈妈
妈妈真的很伟大,所以身为子女的要爱妈妈,不要欺负妈妈,因为妈妈只有一个,要听妈妈的话~

我爱妈妈胜于爸爸因为我内在象妈妈,外在象爸爸XD(比较喜欢内在的自己)

我爱你,妈妈~~

p/s:给天下的子女,如果觉得paiseh给妈妈说我爱你,就找的地方写出来,至少你有在某个地方表现过,虽然她看不到,但是她会感觉到的,因为血浓于水,因为妈妈也曾经为我们默默付出阿~


p/s:我妈妈年轻时跟周润发拍的照片XDD,猜猜那个是我妈,过后留言给我XDD