Today i think i had been a little bit reckless on speaking. The thing is like this, i had send a mail to the person in charge to solve the thing,however,the project suppose to be highlight early,but unfortunately with limited manpower,i actually late to do so,around 2 week or more then that.
When the top management,let called it  A, A was replying the mail[he not the person in charge but the manager of the area] by saying i am doing my job way too far from the date the thing should be highlighted.When ever he send the mail,he had reach my department and talk about the issue.Damn, it was seriously shit stuff for me. And the same time my bos was there and another colleague.  A ask for the reason,and i answer some with reasonable answer and some i think reckless answer and my colleague also stun with my answer, i think my bos will be shock when i talking in that way~  I just try be honest and i think i just make a mistake for it.  I tell him that i hard to promise him on certain thing because thing not easy as he think[he like simply way], and i told him that i not believe on my own staff on doing their duty of work,the KPI of them low, and he question me that i not trust them,and my answer for that was yes. I think probably on that time, my bos and my colleague get stun with my answer. Meaning that my bos not doing her duty to take good training on us, i was actually accuse my bos that she not doing her job properly. I think she may piss off abit,yeah ~ human get emotion, so am i ,that why i reckless.

Right now i really feeling not that good for the thing that he want us to do with our limited manpower and thing beyond he know.

I think A will totally will not put big hope on me anymore ???? :(

Sad work day~



OMG!!!!~! I just not feel balance !! i am so UNBLANCE!!!!!~