Today i think i had been a little bit reckless on speaking. The thing is like this, i had send a mail to the person in charge to solve the thing,however,the project suppose to be highlight early,but unfortunately with limited manpower,i actually late to do so,around 2 week or more then that.
When the top management,let called it  A, A was replying the mail[he not the person in charge but the manager of the area] by saying i am doing my job way too far from the date the thing should be highlighted.When ever he send the mail,he had reach my department and talk about the issue.Damn, it was seriously shit stuff for me. And the same time my bos was there and another colleague.  A ask for the reason,and i answer some with reasonable answer and some i think reckless answer and my colleague also stun with my answer, i think my bos will be shock when i talking in that way~  I just try be honest and i think i just make a mistake for it.  I tell him that i hard to promise him on certain thing because thing not easy as he think[he like simply way], and i told him that i not believe on my own staff on doing their duty of work,the KPI of them low, and he question me that i not trust them,and my answer for that was yes. I think probably on that time, my bos and my colleague get stun with my answer. Meaning that my bos not doing her duty to take good training on us, i was actually accuse my bos that she not doing her job properly. I think she may piss off abit,yeah ~ human get emotion, so am i ,that why i reckless.

Right now i really feeling not that good for the thing that he want us to do with our limited manpower and thing beyond he know.

I think A will totally will not put big hope on me anymore ???? :(

Sad work day~



OMG!!!!~! I just not feel balance !! i am so UNBLANCE!!!!!~

Preparing proposal for company annual dinner whereby i am part of the committee~gambatte~

Good or bad? :s

Well this is my current status, my total starter $ is RM3500, will make it to RM5000 ,after that not plan to put more $$ but earn from it and use those profit to make more , people call it money find money, that why RM5000 fair enough, If i can use RM5000 to generate another RM5000, i will be very very happy, if i got such ability la ~ XDDD wait and see :)  You can see what i earn and what i loss at the moment. will write more but now office hour ,opsss... to be continues...

finish < 皇宫灿烂 > k ler fer~ no more leave to go other k ler fer :)